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mirror room

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1.
Oh, what got mixed up in what was said our meant? Still, I always forgave you for all the shit you did. You didn’t ask for it. I kept a list of all the things I wanted to forget, The circumstances. Tender tension turned us terrible Do I regret it all? Do I regret it all? Do I need a metaphor to tell you I wanted to be yours?
2.
Cities 02:58
Sitting on porches Sharing sandwiches Talking about transit in New York. You couldn’t believe it - How the snow makes the city brightest at night. But then it turned toxic The bad feelings set in Filling up with regret Bad for everyone Oh, god damnit Will this happen again? Remember the beginning? It was like love but not quite love. Moving through a new place Can I find my way back From where I left? Riding on the subway, Watching our faces move across the city. But then it turned toxic The bad feelings set in Filling up with regret Bad for everyone Oh, god damnit Will this happen again? Remember the beginning? It was like love But not quite love.
3.
New Tooth 04:19
I wish I could Climb down a well Never see the light again Amplify the night. Down here, senses deprived, There is total silence, Enter peace of mind. But even then could I pretend Not to see the world I’m in? I can only see the differences. Don’t wanna be honest with myself I’m so anxious I’m so anxious I’m so anxious I wake up with the taste of blood in my mouth. I dream my teeth are falling out. The only dream I ever have. Pick myself off the floor I want something more. Thinking I’m finally ready now To open the door. I feel the superheat It’s something I repeat Mouth swallowing tail until The circle starts curving out Don’t wanna be honest with myself I’m so anxious I’m so anxious I’m so anxious I wake up with the taste of blood in my mouth. I dream my teeth are falling out. The only dream I ever have. The only dream I ever have.
4.
When I Spend my time alone Feeling Like I’m not so young I fit myself into my own hands. I touch on every place that I’ve been - Bodies, lips, slipped into new hands. Clinging like a bug on ceilings To what I have felt before I wanted more But I’ll never have enough. I’ve got tendencies, Are my tendencies holding me back? I can’t control, I can’t control the end. That’s the way it is And I never had much to go on. Denied. Everyone’s got their own one. But I never wanted to hold on so tight. I want it all right from now on. But it goes on. I’m old as I’ve been before. I don’t get a do-over. (So here’s the vivid moment I’m scared I won’t remember Here’s the vivid moment I’ve waited for forever) The past is the present So why do I change my mind? I never had much to go on. Denied. Everyone’s got their own one. But I never wanted to hold on so tight. Never had much to go on Everyone’s got their own one Dragging us, time will go on Oh, it will go on.
5.
Mirror Room 03:03
Swallowing, I’m getting twisted in a familiar spin I unwind. The moon is waxing thick All of our lives are sick I get in a new mind. Take myself for a ride Reflecting all the lights No rest for pests til they hit a windshield, splattering. The moon is waxing thick All of our lives are sick I get in a new mind. Wasted again I’m looking at myself a gentleness I know I can trust this but it’s hard to do. Somewhere I am every decision I never made or I made for no reason. I’m sprawling out. A dizzying feeling. A million feelings. I get in a new mind. It’s been this night a hundred times And all for what purpose? The moon is thick Our lives are sick I’m steadying up my spin, I balance.

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released March 3, 2023

All songs co-written and co-produced by Carrie + Tim
Tender Tension co-written with Mel Arrowsmith
All songs engineered + arranged by Tim Barrett
Lead vocals + guitar performed by Carrie
Lead guitar, bass, keys, backing vox performed by Tim Barrett
Drums performed by John Schaeffer

All tracks mixed and mastered by Alex Moore
Drums recorded by Alex Moore at Lunchroom Studios

Artwork by Holly Degen

couldn't have done it without: Evan Laybourn, Josh Moyer, Mel Arrowsmith, TJ Hyland, Tim Pancioli, John Schaeffer, Nate Zinzi, Leah Castile + lots of therapy

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Toughie ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

Indie rock band with a lot of shimmer and a little spike. Yearner anthems from Detroit・゚: *✧

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